my chaotic mind

erospainter: “I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be...

Sat, 13 Oct 2012 23:57:44 -0400

“I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.” -Anais Nin, Diary

Love Anais Nin! This is one of my favorites!

erospainter: Why you were chosen…Little One I have decided to...

Sat, 13 Oct 2012 23:51:03 -0400

erospainter:

Why you were chosen…Little One

I have decided to become your Dominant; not because you ask, but
because I choose you. Because I see this frailty in you. Because I
feel your innocence and seek to keep you as unbroken, unspoilt,
unharmed as I can sometimes working retroactively, for as long as I
can manage. I do this as much for myself as for you. Your innocence
makes you more beautiful to me. Your frailty makes you rare and
special, and my instinct to protect what is mine. I am in service to
you despite myself. It makes no sense. In time I will come to value
you. And you will love me and worship me so much it aches. When you
think of me it will be your pain.

Our spirits will so bonded as if you were born again. In so many ways
we are strangers, but not for long.
I will keep you for myself for the simple words of honor to your new
Master spoken from your lips:

“Honor Me”.
~

laughingsquid: Where Cats Sleep

Sat, 06 Oct 2012 00:18:47 -0400

laughingsquid:

Where Cats Sleep

Living life as a victim.: I wish I would have been in a shark attack.

Sat, 06 Oct 2012 00:14:30 -0400

Living life as a victim.: I wish I would have been in a shark attack. : fromvictim-tosurvivor: -TW:...

erospainter: she struggles to be worthy of HIM I’m so sorry. I...

Sat, 06 Oct 2012 00:09:56 -0400

erospainter:

she struggles to be worthy of HIM

I’m so sorry. I don’t feel good enough for you. I feel like I’m too weak, too naive. It will take me so long to feel like I can please you like you deserve. I do not deserve you. I cannot thank you enough for treating me like you have. I will be eternally grateful. I just don’t know what to do. And I sound pathetic writing this. I by no means mean to waste your time and energy on someone like me.to someday be worthy enough of a true Master…like you

Sept 4, 2012

Tue, 04 Sep 2012 09:51:58 -0400

I feel myself slipping. Mood is going downhill fast. I wish I could turn off my brain and not have...

VESPAS!!! “But let there be spaces in your togetherness and let...

Sun, 02 Sep 2012 02:02:38 -0400

VESPAS!!!

“But let there be spaces in your togetherness and let the winds of the heavens dance between you. Love one another but make not a bond of love: let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.” ~Kahlil Gibran

I trust actions, not words. Show me that you adore me, show me that you desire me, show me that you...

Thu, 23 Aug 2012 16:01:08 -0400

I trust actions, not words. Show me that you adore me, show me that you desire me, show me that you...

erospainter: “Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find...

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 01:57:35 -0400

erospainter:

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
― Bob Marley

~ For my loves @G2theO2theD and @RyssaKitten ~I feel like he gave words to the jumbled thoughts and images in my head.

erospainter: “Every child is an artist. The problem is how to...

Sun, 12 Aug 2012 23:20:24 -0400

erospainter:

“Every child is an artist. The problem is how to remain an artist once he grows up.”
― Pablo Picasso

It’s Sunday afternoon. Stop the worry. Stop the stress. In...

Sun, 12 Aug 2012 16:44:55 -0400

It’s Sunday afternoon. Stop the worry. Stop the stress. In this moment you are fine. Relax. Enjoy the day. Enjoy this Sunday afternoon.

erospainter: “When a woman submits to a man, it’s the most...

Sun, 12 Aug 2012 16:26:19 -0400

erospainter:

“When a woman submits to a man, it’s the most precious gift she can give. Herself. Unreservedly. The man has to respect and honor that gift above all else. Even if he respects nothing else in the world, he must respect the woman in his care. It’s his sworn duty to protect, honor and cherish his submissive. To take care of her and provide a safe haven. Someone who would put his own needs above his woman’s is no man.”
― Maya Banks, Sweet Addiction

I <3 all of these!

Sat, 21 Jul 2012 01:14:18 -0400

I <3 all of these!

laughingsquid: Pirate Radio

Sat, 21 Jul 2012 01:04:10 -0400

laughingsquid:

Pirate Radio

The Walking Dead Meme

Wed, 18 Jul 2012 23:43:59 -0400

The Walking Dead Meme

July 17th, 2012

Tue, 17 Jul 2012 01:05:20 -0400

I am such a girl. I can’t stop playing with or looking at the ring She gave me. It makes me...

The release I get from the pain is sometimes sweeter than the...

Sat, 14 Jul 2012 13:09:00 -0400

The release I get from the pain is sometimes sweeter than the best orgasm.

expressoneself8705: The Universe, 2010 acrylic, spray paint and...

Sat, 14 Jul 2012 12:36:55 -0400

expressoneself8705:

The Universe, 2010 acrylic, spray paint and oil on canvas

deliciouswords: Changes Wonderfully stated. @NerdySciFiChic...

Wed, 20 Jun 2012 00:04:20 -0400

deliciouswords:

Changes

Wonderfully stated. @NerdySciFiChic -thought of you!

Daddy's Girl

Wed, 30 May 2012 03:01:01 -0400

It was something I never got to be, but secretly wanted. To be adored and cherished by him. To hear...